[B]lease let me enjoy things

[yvannairie]

Would it be overly self-indulgent if I just listed. All my TF-related fic ideas that I'm probably never gonna write and rambled about them as much as I wanted?

Like, I've graduated from "Van is not allowed to have fun" but apparently I still haven't overcome the stupendous brain-challenge of "this is your own damn journal, you're allowed to write about whatever you want, if you just wanna talk about your fucking OTP for fifty posts straight that is, in fact, entirely permissible".

I'm gonna go sob into my couch pillows for a while, I really hate it when my brain gets like this and I can't enjoy anything.

Comments

[yvannairie]

Thank you! Honestly, everyone's been super encouraging on this post, so hopefully I'll actually get to them at some point :)

I have a huge barrier to actually talking about things I love, it is baffling.

[sieveandsand]

oof I identify with that barrier, I have a similar problem. x.x Hopefully we can both manage it and be able to scream about our OTPs and whatever else with abandon eventually. xD