I don't want to go to aikido today, because anger and allergies are too tiring and I'd just be snippy and annoyed and short-tempered and that's not conductive to training.
Aw, you probably look less jerky and awkward than you think, and also nobody will really mind you being jerky and awkward for 6th/5th kyu anyway. :) But yeah, I get why you'd want to stop feeling that way, even if it isn't actually a problem right now. You'll get there. It's just about time.
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