I can't even write about writing b/c the words don't GO
Tuesday, 29 October 2019 13:36![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
A perfectionism mood: If I never start, I retain my potential to the end of time. If I do something and it fails, I will never have that feeling of "... but I could" back, because I've proven to myself that I can't.
(That second part is... obviously not accurate, but having dealt with only getting one shot at everything in my life, it's just not a risk I can bring myself to take with something that I'm so attached to.)
(That second part is... obviously not accurate, but having dealt with only getting one shot at everything in my life, it's just not a risk I can bring myself to take with something that I'm so attached to.)