Yeah, and for transparency, I do have my own people who I'm comfortable being intimate with. People I've known for years, people who I trust. But tbh being around people because of my job has really thrown into relief just how little I really "need" social interaction, how much just having people to casually chat with meets that need, how little I really crave any sort of private, individualised socialisation. Like, my needs are pretty much met, and I feel like every time I try to expand that, I either end up overattached or fucking myself over some other way. I apparently only have two modes -- incredibly distant or incredibly intimate -- and I don't really perceive the difference myself.
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Date: 23/4/19 08:40 (UTC)