I also forgot to eat which I should go do as soon as I write this.

I wish I'd thought to liveblog my Hollow Knight playthrough because I keep making truly hilarious mistakes very, very deep into the game (for context -- I beat the first phase of Crystal Guardian and the Dung Defender just today, and opened the path to the bench in the channel running through Ancient Basin today) so I could instead write about that instead of writing about how I needed to stop playing because my back was getting so stiff.

Because ow.

You could seriously audibly hear the crunch when I went to strech and my whole spine decided it was time to loudly protest its lot.

Continue for 20 minutes as I pick up and discard ideas b/c they don't have enough mass-appeal

"Fuck this! I am an artist, aren't I? I'm gonna write whatever I want and be as self-indulgent about it as I possibly can!"

"Great! How about this one?"

"No, not that."

"... this one?"

"noooooo"

"Well, there's always the one we started writing the last time we felt like doing something self-indulgent?"

"Mmm I don't think so."

"..... then what?"

"Something other people might wanna read."

"That's not self-indulgent."

"I MEANT SOMETHING LET'S ME INDULGE IN THE FANTASY THAT I HAVE FANS."