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I'm doing a double shift today, and it's the first time I can really feel how much shorter route 14 is after the new division. I can neatly zigzag across the whole uptown residential area, whereas previously on double shift, I had to either reverse bits of the route or just give up on the thought of economic driving and do all the rows one after another.

I do not miss the old 14. Not even a little.

Watchlist update

I got through one and a half episodes of The Good Place before I decided that, even if the show gets good, it's clearly too high on second-hand embarrassment for me to be able to tolerate it.

Instead I'm finally gonna watch Aggretsuko.

Dysregulation? In an economy like this?

I'm so tired I no longer feel it.

Which is. Just great considering I still have work tomorrow, but it's not like I can fast forward through being emotionally overwhelmed or something. If I could, I would have avoided several crises on the way here and would probably be a healthier person over all.

Damn you, emotional regulation issues.

Anyway, I may have mentioned a slow-motion freakout a while back. That's now... on hold. I probably need at least one good cry about it, though.

Now to figure out how to stop myself from keeping myself up until I fall over and go sleep at a reasonable hour.

Quick thought

Damn all this eloquence is wasted on a person who doesn't know how to talk about anything but themselves.

I've got that "scary articulate" thing going for practically nothing.