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Van Irie ([personal profile] yvannairie) wrote2019-11-16 03:15 pm
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I like asking questions, is the problem

I don't want to just be someone who constantly just writes about my negative feelings and nothing else, but lately, that's really the only thing I feel I can connect to. My positive feelings are fairly straightforward to understand -- I enjoy thing because it lights up some part of my brain and I'm pretty good at pinpointing what that is -- but negative feelings are more nebulous and feel more like they don't particularly want me to understand them.

IDK if there's a line I should worry about crossing so I don't accidentally dip into mindless dwelling on how My Brain Feels Bad and waste energy I could maybe direct to more constructive thoughts.