If you're interested, hbomberguy has a great video essay about why people may find personal meaning in things with problematic origins (and especially origins that are problematic in a way which specifically has Implications for the person finding meaning in it). The video essay itself relates more to fiction and specifically to reinterpretations of HP Lovecraft's stories, but its overall message is very compelling and says a lot of really good things about the function of relating to things and enjoying them which I think would also be up your alley.